Past mistakes

A lot of those very old blogs of mine were experimental ones made for the purpose of trying to hype up my fictional Dr Music persona which I made on parody website Amiright and well while most of my parodies were received well I did get a fair share of people who either outright didn't like the topic or just didn't think I had what it takes to be a song writer and some people just very much made fun of me, I specifically remember not liking Annie Are You Okay's parody of 'Luka' which was specifically one about Jay Leno and no she was not trying to mimic my fictional Jay Leno musical biopic song ideas, she was making fun of them outright and it was very much mocking them by portraying him as a paranoid nutcase who was afraid of them for some reason.  I took issue with negative criticism from people like that, I mean Agrimorfee and the others were sort of right and I did do some pretty stupid things during my tenure as Dr Music like hyping my own characters up with fake alt names and arguing in comments.

I meant no harm to Chucky G or anyone he considered a friend I just did not know better back then and well trying to hype myself up as the ultimate jack of all trades did not work,  I was desperate and tried to think of ways to make myself more interesting because I thought 'no one is going to look at these song parodies if there's no interesting backstory behind them, I mean all these guys have a persona, a character they have when they do parodies,  yet I have none.'  So I just thought to make up a fake persona in hopes of getting people interested in my content,  unfortunately some people just did not gel with that persona, and some people STILL refuse to see me as anything but the werejohncandy guy,  that was like 2009-2012 and I had to retire said character because I got bullied a lot,  and to this day there are still people who believe all the nasty things people on the internet say about me and they think I am crazy when i try to defend myself despite me having solid evidence of their claims being fake,  sometimes you know it's hard.  I've lost a couple of online friends in recent years, but when some of them just leave and then decided to make you their enemy for no reason, were they really friends or just only in it for a short while?